One great thing that happened today was a talk with my daughter. I miss her so incredibly much, and its often the two of us end up in tears on the phone. She is excited about her nephews visiting tomorrow. We talked about going to a movie while she's here. She asked me what I wanted for Christmas, I told her all I wanted was to see her beautiful face and hold her.
An unexpected breeze blew my way today as well. It transported everything nice, everything I am lacking. It was even more ironically timed as I've been without my recent source of communication and compassion. As it turns out, the sun will rise again tomorrow, or will have a baby sun, or in some way experience sun rebirth. It is truly a place of rebirth where I stand. I needed to be reminded of this and feel my throat tighten and my eyes grow wet contemplating the idea and what it means for me. I do know, have every confidence that all of this will pass. I wonder what will be, where I'll be this time next year. It has to be a happier place, a place that is warm and loving, where the day isn't defined by its uncertainty. A place that may involve someone very special, a best friend. All those things are beyond my grasp as I only have tomorrow to entertain. I will do what has to be done and endure whatever I must, because I will greet the new day as a bright blessing. I will overcome, I will find peace and rediscover, at some point....love.
Unconditionally,
I love you!
dave
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