I miss a morning at school to go back to my ENT. She looks and says the nasal pollops are smaller, although I have had no relief. First she sends the hoover up in there to slurp out what she could. I could feel her nick me several times as she was playing tug of war with this 'thing'. She says she wants to throw steroids at it again. I get a massive injection and oral (hmm!?!) pills to start tomorrow. More wait and see...
Decent day after that. Nothing outta the Ordinary at school, had 2 hours paperwork afterschool, band has a UIL contest tomorrow so they were practicing this evening. I went out a watched them for about an hour.
I continue to be haunted by the demons. They hide in the corners and are more than willing to focus my attention at things I've done, haven't done or wished I could do. I recently talked to someone and there was some profanity. This person responded back 'you wish!', and the more I think about it, I'm like hell yes I wish. I miss the sense of humor as much as I miss the physical. Well, I await $2.84 of truth, revelation, explaination, rationalitation and who knows what else.
no matter ur condition, unconditionally.
Love always,
Dave
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