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Monday, November 2, 2009

A visit from the Angel

Like a hit from the blindside, the angel appeared in a more real way. So many of the raw, jagged, double-edged emotions were revisited. Of course, the angel is always there, which is nice and a constant reminder of what was and what could have been, what was said and what not said.

I will always be eternally grateful to the angel and how the angel found me disfigured, dull, damaged, and destroyed. The angel reached out to me and made me whole again.....always grateful.

The angel brought heartache as well, but we learn from our setbacks, grow from our pain. Life's lessons. To be near the angel again was nice, hypnotic, yet guarded, close to the vest, cautious, business. Yet, that smile, laugh and closeness brought back what was never forgot, never far from the conscious. So, the angel comes and goes, lingers and flees, much like our hopes and dreams.

I, you, will always be shaped by our experiences. We always learn more from the ones that hurt. I continue to look for my angel, the one I can make whole and will make me whole. Whether its today, tomorrow or someday...I love you, my angel.

unconditionally,
I love you.
dave

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