Have felt physically worse as the day progressed. Considering hitting the sleep aids and turning in for the day soon. I've tried to get a handle on things emotionally. On the one hand, I feel I've lost something that meant so much. Having to back away from a situation, when I REALLY don't want to. Finding someone likeminded, that 'gets' your sense of humor. A person you share mental attraction with as well as possibilities for the 'sleighbed'?? Holy Crap, how many years did I waste with a person who didn't get my sense of humor and so much more. Now, I never had to deal with pedophiles, drug abusers or the lot, but was slowly numbed into non-existence through years of neglect. Now I see that things I have searched for and I seem to find them unobtainable, or only obtainable with too high a price.
That being said, my spirits were lifted from a somewhat celestrial source. Again, the chance to communicate with someone that means so much is priceless. I am fully aware that this opportunity can be gone in a blink of a one-eyed pirate. I also know that there is the remotest chance, it could lead to more. Vegas would never gives odds as looooong as these. I am grateful and take things one day at a time. I know you are dealing with many of the very same issues I have lived through. I wish you nothing but happiness, no matter which way you head. You are one of, if not the, most precious person I have ever known. I would love to be part of your future, but am more concerned that you achieve what you want.
Unconditionally,
I love you.
dave
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