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Thursday, November 12, 2009

Mid-week

Hello love,


Was by myself at school. My parnter and both counselors were out. All things considered, it was a quiet day, which allowed me to keep shoveling out of the hole I'm in with paperwork. There was play practice after school. Started rocking a 'tired-headache' there. By the time I got home, I ate some soup and went to bed at 6:30. Got up about 2:00, so here I am. I will prolly leave here about 5:30 to go in early and do some more digging.

Getting the kids Friday evening so, I'm looking forward to that. I think of you often, wonder where you are, what you're doing, if you're smiling. I see you fading away. I try to avoid allowing myself to sink into my own mind. Falling into the cognition of the facts that I can't pursue the opportunities right under my nose, or you. I finally get the door locked again...keeping reality on the other side, safe for now. Reality repressed for a while as I grab two more handfuls of school, sad that there is no safe, warm, comfortable, caring, smiling, loving, forgiving place to land.

I know.....someday.
 
Unconditionally,
I Love You.
dave
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